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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Tagged!!

Walao, i dunno when i had tagged by Alyssa until i read her blog.. 1st time do these.. excited.. haha....

******* Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.*******

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

*******i tag:
1. Jai Seng
2. Emilio
3. Karen Hee
4. Shun Yii
5. Shiau Thung

真正的爱,情欲还是迷恋?

爱与迷恋是很容易混淆的。

迷恋有时候很像爱,
而且它也常常伴随着激情,但两者之间是有一些重要的区别。

理解爱,情欲和迷恋之间的区别可以使你避免很多交往中的痛苦,
并且帮助你知道爱真的来临。

无条件的爱基于对彼此的承诺和无私关怀地奉献精神。
它出于自由的选择,
完全忠诚地接纳对方,
并为对方着想。
爱是忍耐。

情欲指强烈的性欲或肉体的欲望,
一种压倒一切的力量,
就像权利欲一样。
它常常表现为性冲动或生理上的冲动。

迷恋是一种不切实际或过渡的爱,
或是沉迷于感官和冲动的追求,
有时候它也被称为情欲。
迷恋,也可能由最初的吸引,
经过时间和承诺,
而发展为成熟的和无条件的爱。

真心是等待,情欲是索取;
爱迫不及待地付出真心的尊荣,
情欲迫不及待地掠夺;
爱是医治,情欲是伤害;
爱是对方有安全感,情欲只为自己考虑;
情欲短暂,而爱长存。
———乔·怀特《纯洁的激情》

I love u..

Report for my mum de out already..
everything is ok!!
heart really like put down a big big stone
through this time
i promise i'll more love my mum..
i dun wan regret if this really happen

i really hav a good mum..
let me join any activity as i want
the only syarat is get a gd result in exam then enof
she always let us free
she dun wan us regret 4 not joining activities as we grow
i love her so much...
4ever n ever...

Sunday, January 27, 2008

我讨厌过年买衣!!

今年不知怎么了
女生不是很喜欢逛街的吗?
可是现在的我
很讨厌过年
不是不喜欢这个节日
是我最讨厌逛街(有时怀疑自己是不是女生..)
我不喜欢买新衣,
选了又要试,这个动作不知要做几次才有满意的
很麻烦,所以我讨厌...
更不喜欢的是,
逛街的时间...超长的...
尤其是我家女人都出动...
衣服好象永远买不完的..
你会等到闷掉...
很浪费时间的感觉...
所以,我讨厌过年买衣服,不是过年

Thursday, January 24, 2008

For Amos

This post is especially to my friend
-------

AMOS WONG ANG JIAN


Today is the last day for Amos in School
very she bu de... feel down n sad...
he will leave us to a better place..
well, we cant stop him..

only can bless him for his future..
only can pray tht oneday we wil meet again..

Amos, u re frienz for us 4ever...

never go never far, as long u're in our heart..
U're welcomed to back 2 CH anytime...
i believe 1day we'll meet again in where ur fatherland is..
good luck for ur future...
miss u always

things will happenned agen..

friendship never last...


sad, Jia Chee

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

害怕

一直以为家人可以陪伴我过完我的人生
然而不是
妈妈的健康出了红灯
今天才开刀取子宫化验
妈怀疑自己得了癌症,
我害怕,开始担心了
弄得我想哭了
我知道,我必须坚强
报告还未出,是什么病
还是个未知数...
虽然大家都做了最坏的打算

希望会有奇迹...

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

hard 2 make decision

this is a msg i recieve this morning ----

"3-6.03.08, ada kem Bulan Sabit di Selangor,
dianjurkan oleh National HQ.
Miri akan hantar 2 youth n 2 VAD.
Ms Li Jia Chee dan Mr. Liew Kwang Nam dipilih
utk menyertai kem itu.
dtg HQ ambil borang s.cepat mungkin.
Tq. Pn Randai"

Shock!!
i only read it this afternoon, whn i wanna go 2 tuition
my feeling was so confused...
i was excited! i hope 2 go..
a good chance for me 2 train leaderships

but how if cut off our CH unit fund 4 my own use?
i'm juz a quartermaster, no face 2 use CHRC money..
i haven discuss with Jacky..
i dunno how 2 tell him...
will he allow?
how ppl wil think abt it?
is hard 2 make a decision
that's y i dunno i should take the form o not
altho i told kwang nam i wil go,
i also dunno can 100% go o not...
wad to do??
may God the father bless me,
so i have the courage to tell Jacky the truth...

Monday, January 21, 2008

没有尽头的路

这几天...很累很累..
总觉得还有一堆事情等着我去做
我得努力活下去以去完成它

舞蹈比赛..
听说已经有40++支参赛作品了
新加坡的也参加
好...盛大的一场比赛...
得加把劲练习了

急救比赛...
听说对手们都已经开始练了..
我们?书都还没有开始翻
不是不要练,是没有时间...

还有什么?我不知道。
只知道我的路不会停下来的..
会一直
一直跑下去
直到我抵达人生的终点..

Saturday, January 19, 2008

angry.. angry

these day nothing special happened..
but quite easy tire..
oh!! i know wad should i write for today..
things happened few days ago..

i had my dinner with my mum...
we talked abt mum quarrel with dad de thing..
actually i heard but i'm scare 2 ask too much
parents quarrel, in my family is a normal thing
haha.. i already take it as a part of life..
my mum told me that she saw the girl this afternoon
i was so.. angry? i wont angry. sad? non of my buisiness..
juz feel a bit bu shuang..
brunei is her area, what for she came 2 miri?
i feel like this world very unfair..
the things should belongs to me, she rampas...
i prefer keep taking money from my dad rather than give her to use..
my mum told me, she come to my house to sleep..
wad de!@#$%^&*!!!!
this is my house! i never allow any person i hate come in
never and wont have chance!

i quite pity with my mum...
dad loves us but not mummy...
who should i blame? i also dunno...
as i grow, i must protect my mum,
n also wont simply to choose a love....

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Do i change??

these 2days i cai start studying, having my exact lesson
aduh!! cant connected with teachers..
like alien and ppl from earth talking-dun even know wad they said
i tried to catch up...
form 4 education sure cant be lazy de..
if not, sure mati...
only have 2days class alr very very tire..
cant imagine how i pass this whole year..
mayb i stil cant suit 2 the environment yet.. too long time no class

recess time, i met a senior in canteen..
i said "Hi!" then we start chit-chatting
he said i look like very strict these day.. he said mayb bcz of orientation
Am i?? no er.. hope jia chee stil remain da same la
he said i look like not very like to talk now (b4 tht i'm vr noist mer??)
haha.. mayb too tire.. lazy to talk le..
Argh.... i need to do my revision le!!
form 4 life sure vr tough but nice..
jiachee, jiayou!!!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

orientation ends...

Orientation.. finally ends.. wif flying baloons..
i thought i'll be happy when comes to the end.
actually not. i felt vr vr sad. dunno y...

the things i most regret is cant play games set by wen yi n kit how, our GM
but at least there's stil some sweet momories for me..
i think the most is closing ceremony..
2days overnight in skull
it was vr tiring. my situation is better. at least i can sleep 2and1/2hrs each days..
we did together, sleep together.. i saw the coorperation btw us.. vr touched..

C amos so stressfull.. feel vr vr sad.. so i decided 2 help him..
from planing till the end of closing
nite b4, we hav a briefing abt the plans... many ideas were given..
i found tht only using imagination is hard 2 understand..
but amos was so fan at tht time.. cuz dunno the idea is ok o not yet

1st nite, only a few of us overnight, include mudas'. we had our string rehearsal.
we did sucess for the on stage de, but on 1am, we found that the plan for audience seat de had to change. we failed 2 use original plan. suddenly, i felt vr vr disappointed. cuz our hard work b4 GONE!! C amos vr upset, i told myself to be tough.. we muz support him. if friens not support him, who wil support? C him collapse? impossible! if not, the closing wont be sucess.. at last, he decided to use the simple way.. we cant managed to try it but only discuss... that night we slept on 2.30am...

2nd nite, many ppl stay back.. we do our plan more easily. somes blew balloons, some cleaning, somes do on stage jobs n some hanging the balloons.. ev thin go fast. i cant stand anymore, so i slept on 12am.. while i was sleeping, i suddenly wake up n saw everyone look at me with cameras (not only 1, some use hp). i found ppl who sleep de face was conteng by others. n amos look at me, smile at me.. sth weird.. AH!!! HE CONTENG MY FACE ALSO!! haha... looking at the hall, the balloons haven finish hanging. stil leave a bit. it was on 2.30am. so i continued to help the til the last of baloons was hanging up..

today, closing.. i dun hav time to hav my breakfast.. bcz the balloons also started to goes down. i hav to ketat it row by row.. juz thought that finish, another end droped. the note on the wall not stable n droped! OH MY...!! i had to stick it on the wall again n tied it..
7.35am, closing was come nearer. i had to handle lion dance performance, cut the strins of balloons.. the 1st row of balloons droped.. ADUH! i faster stcik it with cellotape.. the whole morning i kept climbing the ladder only..

Open ceremony started... the 1st row the balloons was lower n lower. i prayed n prayed.. hope the note wont fall.. luckily not.. a great closing i ever seen! curtains closed, balloons droped row by rows, the poppers were released. everything was so beautiful.. i knew the nite i stay back is worth! the balloons bounce into the sky. the new students played happily.. i was so happy.. bcz we did it!!! we did it!!! we sucess le!!! percentage for sucess only 30%, but we did it!!

we cried.. 1st time the orientation gt ajk n new srudents cry.. mayb bcz of happiness. bcz of the sadness of leaving. bcz of the ends of orientation.. times goes faster. leave 2 weeks time, 14 days, Amos gonna leave.. we're so sad.. possible 2 ask him 2 stay back?

OREINTATION 2008 IS GREAT!! THANKS FOR EVERY AJKS' N NEW STUDENT.. A SWEET MEMORIES IN MY HEART, NEVER GO NEVER 4GET..

Friday, January 11, 2008

无题

最近发生的事情太多了
也不知从何写起
迎新会剩下最后一天了
今晚得回学校弄closing
已在学校过夜一天了,今晚也是...

我觉得很遗憾
当1st aid officer,
sataion games, mini sports......
不能跟组玩
不能带组
更不能管station
往后大家都会有一个共同的美好回忆,
那我呢?没有吧... haiz...

今天发生了一件让我永生难忘的事...
太可怕了...
对不起,karen!
不是我不要讲,
而是我答应了就要信守承诺...

写了那么多
还是没有重点
没有主题
只能把零零碎碎的事写在一起...
无题...

Sunday, January 6, 2008

担心这一个星期和未来

明天
迎新会将会是全日制...
我们不会进班,没有上到课..
将会足足缺席一个星期..
我怕会跟不上...
每天回家后都很累了
都无心理会朋友帮忙抄的笔录

我的志愿已定
我想是时候了解它,
采取行动接近目标
我一定要达成!

今天舞影的会议时
投选了新一届的委员
我担任副秘书兼收集资料主任
工作搭档则是Aaron,一个刚毕业的中五生
我想在这一年里,我会很忙很忙
绿洲十周年庆文娱晚会、舞蹈比赛等等....
加上学校的社团和红心月会青年会
我一定会有得忙...
希望不会忽略了学业才好

有时我会怀疑
在中学时期参加那么多的社团
对我的未来有帮助吗?
答案在我心里...
跳舞可能是我的兴趣...
学急救知识是因为我喜欢...
那么,其他的呢?
我不要去想
既然参加了,就做好他
退出、逃避也不是个好办法...
佳琪,你行的!!!

team test...

说真的,这次的team test是我在一年后没有动1st aid,急急忙忙的练了上场。
我们原本的人,因为临时都有事,都换了另一批人。
jacky没有声音,karen配合不到时间等....
我们真正的练习是昨晚,也没有很好,就很乱很乱。
jacky突然把leader的棒交给我,还真是紧张..
我们练了又练,chin kang回来教我们.
大家都为team test出了一份力,牺牲了晚上的时间,留下来练习.
还没练稳,回家时间就到了.必不得已回家了...

今天,
很惊讶,淑玲他们全都到了.
看的出他们很紧张我们..从头到尾一直提醒我们东西,怕我们漏掉
当然,我们也很紧张。
幸亏有seniors和karen另一批人set scene..
然后,里应外合...配合到很好!

可能很久没有team test了,就算已经知道的,我还是很紧张..
我分配好人,但漏了winnie,幸好她叫住我...好险!!
我就在紧张的气氛下,完成它.
总觉得自己做到很乱...
好不容易完了...自己送了一口气..
所有的表演,不管瑞狮还是MRC,终于都完了

淑玲他们在表演后
给我们comment...
他们说我们还有许多的进步空间...
我并不会觉得压力...
对手虽然强,但我相信只要我们努力练习,一定可以的!
我们会做到最好,不会让CHRC留下遗憾..
CHRC Rockzz!!!

Saturday, January 5, 2008

迎新会 orientation

Orientation programme had started for 3days
say truely,
i dun even can rmb all the names of my group's new student
through them, i can saw what we did whn we r new students also
but wad i found is,
some of the children semakin manja..
n also vr vr naughty (some but not all)

today finally finish all the presentation
lion dance 1st..
actually i kept repeating 2 play same bunga of the drum
cant quite rmb wad we planned earlier..

then is MRC presentation..
muda footdrill 1st..
then i represent jacky 2 talk (he has no voice)
introduce abt MRC..
then we had our team test
actually i did not well
4 mew students is ok
but for seniors, there stil much 2 improve for 1st aid..
ya.. we'll try our best..
for interunit
for interchapter
n for interbranch also...

then today afternoon de station games
i cant play!!
i nid 2 duty as a 1st aid officer
i stay in hall while vincent ronda..
but i sit in hall seeing new students doing ntg
so ask them gather those who stay in hall
n hav some activities
but really duno wad 2 do..
the incharge them de person suddenly disappeared
then i only can tell them ghost story, singing n dancing
a bit fail lo.. cuz really really boring.. haiz..
i'll jiayou..
for u guys!!!

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

开学了

刚刚查到
今年我将就读4S3,也就是所谓的4C
很开心
因为大家又可以在一起了
不过
我最担心的是
我跟不上课程,
我会因为常常不在班而缺课
会吗?希望不会..

这几天
我很忙,也将会很忙
为迎新会而忙
lion dance presentation...
MRC presentation...
弄得我团团转....
两个表演玩接力赛
我,karen,lii ming, jai seng, jacky都要玩...
kik ar...

只希望迎新会会很圆满地成功
也希望不会有人受伤
酱的话,我就不用工作了...哈哈

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

2008

Time goes fast..
is 2008 now...
I'm not 15 anymore, but SWEET 16!!
starting a new year,
means tht i should be more mature
no childish anymore
no crying anymore
should be more responsible to evthing

in this new year, i have a new wish..
1. built up a good relationship with God
2. built up a good relationship with friends..
3. study hard n smart
4. YLC member can cooperate n activities can sucess
5. CHRC do the best!!
6. Lion Dance can be better..
7. I can dance well not only traditional dance but also hip hop.. DAnce Competition in Melaka this March also can be sucess...
It seems like i have many many wishes in this year...
i'll do my best to do it

good bye 2007...
always miss u...

Happy New Year!!!