Chinese debate

i have many a big choice
i had sacrifice my vad camp
n go to Chinese debate

I'm gonna crazy
think the point of debate..
i just back from teammate's house
very very tire....
i want to have a rest
but no choice for me
semester is coming soon

haiz...
regreting didn go camp
but i wont regret as i choose debate
but.. i almost everyday have inner-part conflict
(konflik dalaman) hehe.. translate de..
conflict between ourselves
talk to ourselves
if continue like this
i'll crazy sumday